Family

My attitude has been so great for the past 2 weeks or so.  Today not so much.

I miss the possibilities of having a larger family.

It saddens me to send all my children's clothes to Goodwill or give-away because there isn't another little one at home to benefit.

I love being a mom. I love homeschooling. I love my family. Why does God say "enough" to something I love?

I am saddened by my children growing, becoming more independent and little citizens of the world with a life outside of me; not because this growth isn't good but my time clock on parenting is counting down....faster than I feel comfortable with.

I feel like I've got more to give.....cheerfully and enthusiastically.....why not me, Lord?

What next Lord? What is your plan? I can't tell.

I need an extra dose of patience, peace, and submission today. I'm fighting my desire to give in to heart-sickness....it's so hard today, but I won't give in because


I


TRUST.

Even

When

It

Looks

Hopeless..........






Head Full Of Doubt/Road Full of Promise